진실

1

Just 1 day left.

I’ll be okay.

Fail

I thought I could get him back

I thought I could get him int he first place

But I didn’t realize it was all a joke -

I’m tired of wasting my energy on him

Trying to get him to see me again

I’m tired of just hurting myself

Thinking about him hurting me

Really he doesn’t care.

So I think I’m going to give up

And try something new.

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This isn’t a poem. it’s just how I wanted to write.

Story.

If you look at everything that’s happened this month.

The story is everywhere.

Opto-Mism?

Maybe things are getting better…or maybe it’s all a joke.

핀란드어 왜 쓰는 거지?

난 당신이 산 통화하고 싶습니다

하지만, 내 말처럼 세류
물이 바위에 미쳐가 나봐.

내가 될 수 있었으면 좋겠어
부드러운만큼 철저
세 크릭.

내 건물이 무너졌다
언제 꽃이 만발했다.

널 먹고 싶어
나의 현재
모란과 나뭇잎하십시오.

하지만 내 손이 젖어 미끄러운 수있습니다
그리고 빨리 당신을 물을 수없습니다.

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Joka päivä olen käsitellään erilaisia. Hän kohtelee minua niin oudolta. Haluan sen lopettaa. Haluan vain hänen rakastaa minua. Haluan kaiken olevan hyvin. Broken Hearts satuttaa eniten. Hän ei edes kiinnitä huomiota minulle. Kun kaikki on noin, hän toimii kuten olen mitään. En ole mitään! Se sattuu.

Time Just Keeps Going

Days days days days days days days days days days days days days days days days days day days days days days days 

And nothing is resolved or answered or fixed and everything still hurts. Everyday. 

My Eyes are Swollen and Hurt from Crying Too Much

Unrequited.

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마음을 아프게

I don’t even know what’s happening.

어젯밤에 이상한 일이됐다.

We went to the roof party. A man stumbled off the train. Elsa came with me. He was drunk. Everyone was so nice. He hit his head on the tracks. He was with a girl who was visiting him from back home. There was blood. He barely talked to me. He wasn’t moving. It didn’t matter what anyone said or did. Everyone did their part to help. I kept my eyes on them. Some men dragged him back onto the platform. They left the party to fuck. Someone called 911. I didn’t really know what to do. The girlfriend was too stunned. I guess I rushed into things. He wasn’t moving. I always rush into things. They relaxed. He is an asshole anyway. He started moving again. I left really fucking hurt and confused. The trains resumed.

PBASHFRQ

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